So as you know I’m at home with my awesome baby, Beckham! I’ve always wanted to be a mom full time. Well, when I was pregnant I thought in the back of my mind that maybe working will be easier than taking care of my baby at home. NO FREAKING WAY! I LOVE this job so much better than my part time job – teaching. I call it part time because you get to leave it and come home. Being a stay at home mom (SAHM) is actually full time work. You don’t get a break from your “job.” Yes, technically if you work outside of the home and then come home to take care of your baby you are working full time too…and major props to you also…that is tough. And some people love doing both. Staying at home is definitely not as easy as I thought it would be, but I love it so much and can officially say it is easier than teaching (in my opinion). Every time I told someone I wanted to stay home, they warned me that it would probably be harder than teaching. And of course I love the comments about teaching such as “such a great schedule…you get off at 3 and you have summers.” Well yes you have summers, but you work the same amount of time as someone that does not teach. Teachers work 12 months, but do it in 10 months of time! I can’t tell you the amount of time I put into my kids and classroom that was not during the infamous 7:30-3:30! More like 7:00-6:00…on a good day! 🙂 I have major respect for teachers and will always be super nice and supportive of my own kids’ teachers from now on! It’s one tough job!
Part Time to Full Time? Yes, please!
Of course I will finish the school year with my other kiddos and then be able to devote my time to Beckham, raising him the best I can at home after May! I just love this and am really going to miss the things I do with him. I love waking him up and seeing him smile. I love talking with him, even if it’s just babbling. I love feeding him and knowing I’m giving him nutrients from MY body to HIS – such a miracle! I love watching him relax and sleep through the monitor. I love seeing him discover new things everyday, even the ceiling. I love going to see my husband for lunch. I love hearing him cry and knowing that as soon as I pick him up, he’ll stop (well most of the time) 🙂 I can’t wait to play more outside. I can’t wait to meet other little people like him so he can play with them. I can’t wait to hear his first laugh, see him crawl, roll over, and walk. I can’t wait to see him eat his first spoonful of food. I just love it all. Being a mommy is the best gift in the world! Thank you Ryan for working so hard to make my dream job come true! You treat me “better than I deserve!” And thank you God for blessing me with EVERYTHING you have to make this happen! I pray I make you just as happy in my actions and words.
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